snap out of it

so i had two interviews last thursday. both of them were for clerical positions with the hospital system here in newport. one for the diagnostic radiology department and the other for the internal medicine department...

it is now tuesday and i haven't heard back from either of them. i am not used to rejection regarding employment and am not having a lot of patience waiting to hear something back. i am afraid i'm going to end back up at wal-mart and while i'm not too good to work at wal-mart if i have to, i don't want to. i've been there done that and have too many great skills that will go unused as a cashier...

so i think maybe i should start my own business. but what would i do? what am i passionate about that would fly in newport, oregon?

just what am i passionate about? i don't know that i'm passionate about anything right now. i don't play my guitar much anymore. or sing. and i don't write often at all. i can't remember the last verse i wrote. i just feel inadequate in a lot of aspects...

and i don't know what i need to do to snap out of it...